S.O.H.A.I

I treated u like treasure you treat me like toy?

when you feeling wanna play it you find ur toy..

eh boy

you can put me aside can never find me chat or watever fcuking thing you do

WOW!!

you make me to forget you and make you less important right now!

just continue your attitude like this

dont blame me boy

this is you want!

fuck off boy!

that is the real you

asshole

she is coming back tmr!!!

damn!

miss her alot.

=3=

she the only gal protected me stand by my side at the first time we never even close that time...

i love her ")

yea yea yea yea

gonna spend my time with her these 1 month!! of coz with my boy too.

but i think he also want find his friends ba.

go then. for him, friends is the best thing for him.

im just a gal he want whenever he need me or want me.

well,

i used to it d daaaa...

as long as he love me and so do i.

sometime i really dont get it..what am i to him.

sometime he just endure me.

dun even concern me.

what he want i must do it.

what the heck la

i lazy want think somemore

just follow the flow la

over thinking makes me so damn tired and fed up with everything daaaa

well

happy everyday guys!!

i hope we can happily like last time.love ya

im very sick.

Thalassemia

blood disorder

-.-

wtf? 

tmr gonna go do blood test again.

hope ntg happen :)

anyway

 no more bout you.

thx alot.

Worth It or Not?

No matter how nice, how much, how many effort I put on, how good i treated you, how much sacrifice I gave

You won't satisfy and you won't appreciate me.

sometime I wonder am I the right person for you or you the right person for me?
You my MR RIGHT? i wonder.
sometime it hurts and hurts
but a kiss from you melts my heart.
it never solve the problem but avoid it is.

Friend lesser and lesser. I dun mind bcz everyday is you now.
but it hurts when you wanna have your own time but I don't.
Im being selfish? well you can say that. but most of my time have given to you.
I dun even have friends to hang out.

LIES?
you wanna lie me? good! then lie bout good things not those idiot cheaters stupid fcuking lies.
ya. I lied . I lied I don't miss you but facts I miss you like crazy.
Honesty and sincerity I can swear I've given to you.
You never expect a girl like me will do so many things for you?
you should know what I've done
even when im tired, sick, fuckingly mad at you
I still do my part more than a gf
you're a lucky man you know??


My girl friend asked me what you've given me in my life. she asked.
I said ''LOVE'' babe.
she replied LOVE  aren't everything. Love its not just two of you and your beloved. It's not your world babe.
It's reality and mean.
well I know LOVE is not everything but FUTURE it is.
LOVE can't guarantee your future
but FUTURE makes your life better.

Every time you disappoint me
I felt so regret put you my everything.
this is wjat i get??
haha..i am laughing at myself for being so silly.

bitter and sweet?
yeah..
there's bitter and sweet in our relation
we laugh
we tease
we jokes
we had fun
we cried
we mad
we scream
we yell

well,
I really don't think we can manage to maintain our relationship.
I'm not confident...well not to you of course
You shows nothing but money?yea money it is..you treat me makan movie and etc
but i don't want that.
When I said, you only show to me. What kind of love is that?
you really like me or like something from me??

Did you know ? no one else text to me anymore, no one find me.. you should happy for that coz i have no one but you only.
Every time my phone vibrate I always hope that msg was you but your too busy for me.
you want your own time.
you only find me when you need companion.
what am i to you exactly?

conclusion:
LOVE IS COMPLICATED.