delay again?????!!!!

fuck u la o0o
mcb!!!

delay and delay
wat the fuck????!!!
from last year till now!!!
d confirm today is the day!!!
then u delay some more????????
FUCK U LA
MCB!!!!

beh tahan u all la
i wanna get out from here as soon i get my result and continue my studies
hate here so much!!!
i want to fuck off from here now!!!

lepak + ????

yam cha with jia qing ,wee,siang,thien fu and another stranger

== all guys..only me gal ><

Hahahah…so xing fu ohhhh~~

We talk a lot of craps lol

All pervert conservations

Hahaha..

Jia qing juz bek from Taiwan last two days

So he talk about his trip there

Haha..he say there a lot leng zaii nerh..

I know I know

They very white sial!

There also a lot leng luii too but but jia qing say I more pretty ^^

Yea~hahah >< shy shy

I wanna buy vivax so desperate

Dat dear horr ..use dat model ler

Ish

Everytime see him sure use different phones

Okb [orang dkaya baru] is like that 1 la..

Hehe ..tease him

Jia qing ajak me to a’famosa on 3^rd January 2011

I wanna go..but but only me a gal ler..ajak hwei wanna go a not ma..ok on!

Duno dear will angry me mah..coz last time he ask me to go with him but I busy

Sigh~hope he won’t la..he macam bo rasa 1..hehehhe..

Love you deep deep

Muak~

Continue my studies?? Ya...Sure la…

But what course I’m gonna take nerh??

Very blurr ler

I want to take nurse

But I don’t like the system...Shift lorrr and the uniform.

I wanted something professional career. i won’t let people look down at me. 

simple tales

simple tales

yesterday nite go countdown 

for x'mas

after work bout 9.40pm

dear jz arrive dp after dat

bring me go portugues

before dat ,..we go makan dulu

after makan only we take a romance walk to ther

along the way..ther's a lot of decorations 

santa,..

u make my wish come true yet??

looking forward too

^^

a lot of things i wanna share out

but time is running out..

late d..wanna slp 2molo nid to wrok somemore

tired...~~

dear ar dear..

love u so much

thanks for the laptop but dear..

u forgot to give me the password nerh

hw am i suppose to use o

anyway 

today no time to use ><

okal la bloggie ,..stop here

and

merry x'mas yaHx leng luii n leng zaii

-end-

great day in late dec

worried too much 

am i?

absolutely...

i' need to learn to control myself

yeah...

after work..go yam cha with senior

wui keat and jeff teo

till 12 something..lol

tired but enjoyed our conversation

i laugh n laugh..

no dignity d..

hahahah..

but i really long time didnt laugh so loud d...

yea~

feel so shuang arrr

hehe..

we discuss lots of things

VAD camp next year...

i need to find committee 

so dat we can start our very 1st meeting..

next year we gonna held a camp [whole state of melaka]

we will invite red crescent from whole school in melaka state only

so..it is a big event

and

we will make sure

it will be the successful and memorable

fun

enjoyable

and

u won't regret from participating dis camp ever!

yeahhhh!!!

so confident sial...

however..

we oso discuss bout tun tuah red crescent

lately there are a lot of issues keep roses up..

good thing nvm la..but ..sebaliknya!

haiz~~

not bad thing la..

its call an improvement to all of us..

yea...am i rite???

YES I AM! :)

anyhow..

maybe i shuld show my love to you..

erm...

i very lousy with these stuff ler...

these thing can't learn ler from other pros nerh..

what am i suppose to do?

give me time?

can?

thanks

today watch tron with 2nd dear

haha..after her very last exam

and i when school to return text books

we straight away go watch

haha..

walao

really really nice lo

gonna watch it again 

3D

yea...in 3D

at theater met dat han tee

lol

hahah...

funny..

 

tron..

u so COOL!

the sound effect..AWESOME!

really ...speechless

muahahaha

dis month watched a lot of movies d lol

sial betul

wanna pokai d

no no no

is pokai d..

huhuhuhuhu

nid money 

more money

yea..

den wanna shopping

hahaha

next year plan to go genting wth 2nd dear

yea...

very excited!!

wohoo!

whoot! whoot!

 okay

alright fine!

i will leave as u said

if u feel u did not get enough from me

den suak lo

not complete yet..still loading...

don't u understand?

yea..

you won't

coz u didn't ask

and 

i never told you

i've a lot of issues la wei

really really stress la!!

after spm still has a lot of burden

really stress out!

after wat she told me

yea..really really have to reconsider

say it'playing nia la wei,dun take it seriously'

but..but..

whatever la wei

i don't care anymore

if you still like this and buat selamba jer

i won't hesitate to say 

even i've promise to myself

so what 

promises is what i said

so i definitely can break it

yea...i will 

em!

sms u 

thought u slp jor

nevermind

den wat i saw..in ur wall

dissapointed

'again'...whatever la

now alot of things i really wanna do

but the only solution is MONEY

again MONEY can solve everything

REALLY !!

don't be stupid anymore ivy koh!

help your family

i thought working really will lightly help to reduce my burden

but..wat u say!!!huh!!walao

why you all like dis 1 ohhhh

i duno who i wanna tell all these..

tell hwei oso won't help anything la

she d have her problems 

i don't want to burden her anymore

if i tell you

you also helpless to me

even then you won't understand

still force n force

den angry me

[even thought u say u didnt]

'again'..whatever

i didnt take it lightly 

i don't wanna improve and take another step d..

feel so worthless

and YOU!

spoiler!

hmmph!

i wont 

really wont

WONT

yea!!

muahahaha

cruel me

working at dataran really a bit jealous

yea...c leng luii n leng zaii shopping

really shuang nerh

he work next to me only..

haha

everyday saw him when working at behind shop

>.<

suan me

laugh me

ish!

bleak~

make me jealous ar you?

haha..dun an shuang la

call me come?u la come..ish ish

not gentleman langsung

deduct mark

negative -

hehehe

[p.s. plz dun find me n date me]

text me can d..

anyhow..

another he say something not good bout you

coz..i am endanger myself frm u

hahah

= = blurr lo

hw u noe?even i duno

geng ar you

bravo bravo

probably is me

izit?

hmm.....

i don't think so

'again'..whatever

-end-

life: suck n pain n joy

work at holiday inn only 2days nia..cz part time ma..only replace someone

so..currently work at dp

haiz...very tired

i dun like working at all

but no choice la

my background aren't from rich family

sigh..what to do??earn money buy my own thing lo

for those who doesn't need to work,i envy lorrrr

dun look down on us dat are poor la

yea!! i mean you!! 

[hehe...if u think 'you' r then is 'you' lo]

kakakaka

anyhow

work till dis month only..then i  wanna do my things..settle my things 1st before apply any U

coonfuse whether wanna choose wat course 

medical? graphic design? cullinary art? all i very interested ...

darn???? how oh? 

>.<

hard to choose..but but oso need to c my result la...

SPM past jor lorh 

NO MATTER WHAT RESULT COMING OUT, I WILL ALSO TEAR OUT GEH

hahahah

coz coz TU LAN lo

hehe..weird huh?? blek...

i miss my primary skul life more than secondary ..y?

coz immatured mah..free to do anything without ppl's opinoin

hehe realy childish huh

other topic pula...

family ar??

erm...so far very not good...

[haha wat kind of sentence im writing ler,..rojak neh >.<]

nvm la..satu malaysia ma

yea~~~

i hate dat uncle so much!!

fXXX u la

is ur wife ask me 1 

not me kao peh ur wife buy la

na beh...>.<

suak la

i dun 1 !!!

u think u all rich so geng ar!! dai sai ar!!

nah!!

hng!

dun choi u all d..i mean u ar!

chuuu chuu..go away~~~

other discussion...

erm...dear ar dear..miss u neh...

>.<

miss me bo??sure miss la..

heheh...muak love u deep depp yaHx 

MUACKK!

tiring day

wow..last Saturday when movie narnia one more time..LOL

wohoo..shuang ar

BUT

watch until bored

then night watched BRUCE LEE ,MY BROTHER a.k.a my mother hahaha

with sam a jie, ivan, DEAR and his cousin..

wat a tiring day..plus menstrual cycle lerh..

omg~ 

after watch we when dp mcd for supper..

can say whole day im laughing LOL my mouth could not stop laughing n laughing.. lol

cramp arr my mouth!!!

after supper..dear drove lead us went to Portuguese settlement

wow..i thought he bringing us to station pub play pool..

indeed my hubby haha..go dating but many bulbs ther...

they go n buy bir ==

of cz i will drink la..fei hua but 

dat day i really cant drink cz period ma..

but they thought i jiajia 

lol la...

dear oso make me to drink

ish

so we sat ther for an hour i think..

almost 3 something jz arrive home..but not my home..a jie'house

anyhow..i cant believe what i've heard from him saying me........dat she................

[better dun say it here,later dai ji banyak-banyak]

i really really disappointed

SIGH~~~

having a rough day on sunday..

im not gonna reveal wat happen on sunday la

tu lan!

till here..

oh ya..currently working at holiday inn as waiter at SIROCCO restaurant

13/12 jz start..

first day working ther ppl ask me to a movie = = lol

and go mandi kolam panas = =

omg~

kinda scared

if leng zaii n chinese religion nvm la..

heheh whoOtS~ but....haiz...

haha..joke joke..

i loyal to dear dear gehH.muackkk~ love you ^^

ok la..stop here..2molo have work somemore

catch me and follow me at here yaHx

-end-

haunted CHANGI

really amazed by this movie

really really GOOD NERHH

watching with kelly 

we both only..haiz~ sad

time show 8.05pm till 9.45pm

LOL

i was terrified by kelly shoutness ><

of coz..im oso victim and oso shouted too as well ><

eh..excuse me..not only me shout horrr every person in dat theater shout too

hahah..most of gal la..

all couple go watch geh..2..2..2..2..2

T^T but me ler...><

haiz...nvm ..

me n kelly 

yea~~~~

we both hug 2gether man..SPOOKY like hell!!!

really NICE la dat movie..

but im still wondering whether the ending is true or not..

erm.....curious 

 however,

i really hope to watch dat movie again with my ...

^^ wohooOo~~

naughty me

 

 

 

anyhow,

wassup with me??

 i dunno nerh..haiz..

sad T^T

searching for work now...

need money 

$$$$$$

yea 

indeed 

im a MONEY FACE

muahahahahaha

so wat

 

- e n d -

yeah!!! its over!!!!

 wohoooo

finally....

after 13 years studies

[pra-school,prmary,secondary]

it is OVER!!!

ya huu

ya huuu

going to have so much fun

yeah~~~~

but..

but...

wanna do what neRh~

ehemm...

first and foremost

i wanna find a job 1st..

not sure whether full time or part time job..

wanna work as wat neRh??

maybe waitress at hotel gua...

maybe lo...

2nd i wanna watch movieee

wohoo...

3rd ...em...go clubbing with my dear sis

4th bluek~ secret

5th and so on..erm..take car licence i think...

then...countdown for X'mas and chinese eve

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

and and i wanna straighthen my hair..rebonding 

yea~ can't wait <3

last night

yesterday someone name ''A'' [not his real name]

called me..

yea...im surprised but ..its okay`

asked me...

''how d?wassup me n he??

he say he gonna marry u next year wor...''

then i replied''huh?? call he die la...''

he said ''really ler..he say u both go register engaged d worrr''

i said ''we break up d ler...@@''

he said ''huhuhuh??dun play la..''

i said '' really ler~~~~~''

he said ''walao..how come like dis 1???dun play la''

i said''u dun believe u go ask him la''

he replied ''dun play lar.....''

then we two keep arguing hahahah....

**&&$#$@$#$&$#$@$%^&$%&$^%
..........

..........


....

conclusion

i said ''nola....no yet''

he say ''fuhh...dats gud''


-end-

decisions

orang kata jangan tepuk sebelah jer..kenalah dua-dua sekali

= =

im invisible i think

you thought dat early month i was with you?nope u r not..

if we r,..u shouldn't forget my birthday 

wat the heck owh?

anyway my birthday dis year was very SUCK!!! fuXk u la 

make my life miserable no no no...ruin my life 

[secondary life nia...]

luckily my family were there for me..celebrating with me,

ya..FAMILY COMES FIRST,

i learnt it ,

u said feb we started ,

= =

no no no..u misunderstood ,

in fact where's ur responsibility as my ....??

yewww~ wake up la....,

i mean wake up la ivy koh suet li

you doesn't deserve for him

ppl said dat to me hundreds of times

but...what the heck? 

this was my choice

yea...

u ask me regret?

i said no la

but..awhile later[ couple of seconds]

i hesitate and kinda doubt that question..

shit la...

there's plenty of time yet..,

we no yet discover this world yet..

we dont' know wat will happen 

maybe we will meet a person more suitable for us..

we have no idea

i wont say that word...

i swear

i don't want to be bad gal anymore..

what the heck? so generous sial,,,

muahahaha...

u say wait 2 more years i will know..

= = excuse me..are all these i have to noe couple of years later?

shouldn't that i shuld know when im getting to you??

hahahahahah im way speechless now

you shuld no...haiz..really speechless

one of my classmate judge me that i like youngster..

= = am i? 

i think i make a harsh and stupid decision when im 15

i shuld have ask more n more 1st..

3 words to describe all these.....

CHILDISH and IMMATURED

wat the heck??

hahahahakakakahaahkahkahkaha

when i flashback............

shit me @@ what had i done ??

aiyoyoyoyoyoyo

really damn childish la

sial betul

there's a real mate but......wth?

''the road not taken''

there's a diverged road in front of me..n i take the less travelled

apa macam ni?

cannot blame me la..cause someone psycho me that time

= = i didnt blame her.....coz u change my life

i mean one of my path living

kkakakakaka

conclusion,....

stick to what you're own 

that's it

and one more

i wont say that word 

when u speak up,..i will respect

i wont argue asking y n y n y

coz that's ur decision

i cant do anything

^^ wow..im growing sial..

need to be independent d..no more high school..

yea....! 

- end -

NARNIA - THE VOYAGE OF THE DAWN TREADER

AWESOME!!

JUZ NOW AFTER GO MY DAD SHOP 

WE STRAIGHT AWAY GO WATCH NARNIA

3D NERH~

SATISFIED

YEA!!  THUMBS UP!!

i am desperately want to watch NARNIA 3D arh!!!

ish ish ish ><

very geram!

by this week im gonna watch

or next week

yeah!!!!