dii mii hii

time machine

i need a time travel machine!!!

arghhhhh

when you realize yourself change so much 

and

 you couldn't stand it 

but 

you can't do anything 

unless you put an effort on it

kinda regret

ishhhhhhhhhhhh

26 days 

ivy you can do it!

TAHAN!!! TAHAN!!! it's gonna worth it!!

well...work paid off right! now focus on final and i will get what i want 

TEHEEE 

and i think i probably make the right decision

even i still have that thingy but it definitely no more in future

oh man..

toughest mission ever

it's like mission impossible for me

yup

let's fight for whatever it takes!

Long Distance Relationship aren’t always ideal. In fact, they’re really tough. You spend countless of hours just talking through a phone or through a screen. You can’t see the person when you want to or when you most need them.. You can’t hug, you can’t hold hands, you can’t kiss. You lose the intimacy in a physical sense. But then, Your relationship becomes based on each other and nothing else.

You learn to communicate,because a long-distance relationship without communication is nothing.

You learn to trust, because you can’t always see or know everything the person is doing.

You learn to sacrifice, because someone’s always going to lose a bit of sleep from the time difference.

And lastly, you learn to appreciate.

So often, we take for granted the people and relationships in our lives because we think they’ll always be there.

But When you only have a limited amount of time with a person, you learn to appreciate and cherish every single moment you have with them. When you finally see that person after weeks or months of seeing them only through a computer screen,

It is one of the greatest feelings in the world.

When you’ve waited for something so long and you finally have it,you cherish it. The key to a long-distance relationship is faith.

If both of you are not willing to give up,

If both of you are willing to stand up and still try after every time one of you or both of you fall.

“Distance isn’t for the fearful, it’s for the bold ".

It’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for the little time with the one they love.

It’s for knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don’t see it nearly enough.”

sexay sexay sexay

#throwback april

seriously need to keep fit to get my figure back liao

well, my friend say i lost abit weight jor

my face chubby chubby la

sian

almost 2 weeks nvr go gym

busy with field trip, assignment and exams

yala yala

excuses ma..tmr im going lo

noob ah han keep say i fat, keep ask me stop eating

nia ma betul

bad mood these few days

so i ate chocotop just now

an ice-cream can simply make me happy

and im so high right now

haha

i miss J-co yogurt ice-cream!! with peach,mandarin orange, strawberry toppings

omg!! tak boleh tahan!

what am i doing here??writing all these bullshit 

i have to write 2000 words for thesis 

stupiak assignment..

tot wanna update my field trip journey

but have to delay..

chao~~~

One does not simply selfie

Once selfie, 

One shall not stop selfie

hahahaha

ivy logic

when you realize something wrong and you cant do anything about it.....

aint gonna change anything about it

you found yourself figuring you no need others to make yourself feel better

think too much and end up depress :(

nope..never waste anything

im glad and enjoy

never regret it

it's never too late for everything right? TEEHEE

D-trix are getting more and more famous! i keep on replay his video 

watch again and again

it's so funny..his gf sooo pretty

cutest couple ever!

alright,..gonna update my 3days 2night camp after tmr..i have mid term tmr afternoon! 

chaooo~~~

Most couples spend a lot of time together especially during the 1st few months of getting together, a.k.a the Honeymoon Period. but how much of it can be considered quality time? It really isn’t quality time just by being physically present beside each other. Quality time is time set aside to pay undivided attention to each other or doing things together that both of you love without any distractions or interruptions. Consistency breeds trust and reliability in a relationship. 

She probably fell in love with you because of such acts of kindness, and when you stop doing them, she starts to feel something missing in the relationship. So don’t ever start behavioural patterns that you can’t maintain or commit to because you’ll only be setting expectations for the future.

so DEEP! hahaha......

last few weeks, i subscribed a married couple in youtube. i like their accent, i think it's irish, ireland...so cute!

their new born baby, so so kawaii! love their vlogs... cute family 

arghhh feel like going home next month lerrrr!! if not end of January just can back lehhhh!

One of my friend keep send me Melaka foods pictures!! shit him! home cooked lagi ler!! i miss home so badly T^T but i don't want go back.... haihhhhh... 

COLOURFUL LIFE

....and literally im still not used to it. life is hard. even you put that smile in your face thinking like everything is gonna be fine but you basically are lying yourself from the facts and reality. what a pathetic life. im just denying myself and follow the crowds. makes them happy or am i happy with all of that? even now i don't know what am i thinking. sometimes we lost our way. we do not know what we want. and we look back to our past and started to regret for our actions. why things get worst? why things get complicated? why things fall apart? why we never appreciate things and value people around us? gosh..this makes me remind of my family. why we never sit in a round chinese table and have a nice dinner with beautiful mami, charming daddy and annoying brothers & sisters. when holidays we tend to spend time with friends and friends and friends. this remind of me, everytime i went back home, my mom will definitely hug me tight. never miss even one time! omg, i miss you mom!  i dun wanna grow up T.T being adult sucks! well, i started to value my precious time with someone who are special to me, my family, my love, my friends and my pet. i never wanted to waste my time to useless things anymore but sometimes laying on bed and rolling up and down sounds relaxing :) well, cuddling  and giggling too right? reduce stress kay! i only went comfortable with certain people.but i like to socialize. if you saw me sitting straight up in a crowd then you must be seeing me in an uncomfortable zone. and i feel like getting out from that situation. why i'm not comfortable? simple, bcz i cant get along with their fake attitude. they seems to like you , laugh with your jokes, but what they really care is their self. some friends are true. but some aren't. look carefully and observe. these things happened to me few years ago. but right now, i dont care if you like me or not, i will just make friends with you and take things easy............ more friends, less enemy right? i like you , you like me. simple as that. i really dont understand why people tend to make things complicated? zhen de bu ming bai lo. or am i just that level? level or not, kai xin jiu hao lo. people want more and more pula. gia shu lol. (shit, rojak liao my sentence) humanity=greed. no comment. coz sometimes i am greedy too hehe.greed for love~ and ice cream! xD oh shit oh shit!! i miss my small size body and boobs. i want my it back...drink too much eat too much during sem break...till now im craving for sweets. i need to shut my temptation down over foods! i still remember how i got that body. by a jerk who hurt my heart so deeply till i lost 8kg. wow that size probably 43kg and my boobs shrink 2 cups! maybe i should stay being hurt to keep that body weight in scale. hmm.  

anyway, i have 3 months till cny. so i can work my ass out and then work paid off right?? and i can party with my sista wohoo cant wait ! but now need to control. *determination* i did once and i can do it again. stress and depression. last sem these two strike me so hardly and something terrible & awful hit me down  to the ground. dumbass. well, im pretty a lucky girl now :) so far la........... we dont know what will happen in a day, a week,a month ,a year and so on... 

shit. i really miss home. feel like going home next month but what the heck, mami ask me go back for what. == actually i wanna celebrate my bff birthday. it's been years i nvr celebrate with her. feel so guilty and useless bff. hope she understand. love you babe. i always can go beyond crazy with you. she always there for me in my difficult times. she give me advice. help me where to go in life. be my shoulder when i cry. she's the one who stood by my side when everyone turn my back. amazing friend . indeed, im a pretty lucky girl. 

Tired with everything

Most of everything

Langkawi Trip

hi guys!

holiday goin to end soon loooo

so..im going to tell y'all bout how i spent my 1 week holiday

before everyone went back

we throw a surprise party to ah pang!

i still remember last year how we surprise him haha

its been a year! how fast is that huh

well, i bought the cake and we girls went to his room before he woke up

and then we switch off the light after one of the guy wake him up

and surprise!! he was like...shocked!! with his blur face half naked

hahaha

we succeed anyway xD

and we begin our langkawi trip!!

3 girls 2 guys

yeah....

i thought 3 of us went nia but these two guys wanna join us

wel..why not..

we stay in alor setar for 1 night

we followed ah san car bek to his hometown

along the journey, we stopped at banjaran titiwangsa,

sooo chill and cool

after 5-6 hour we finally arrived in alor setar.

we stop by san house before check in hotel.

his parent sooo kawaii..especially his dad, a retired teacher.

their hospitality omg... i chat with his mom and his mom was like so excited seeing us

well, after we check in hotel, rest for about 3hour while waiting ah han reach alor setar which he took bus

and...we girls took a little bit of selfies~~ actually hmm..its plenty of selfies!!

we went for dinner and alor setar mall after that

hmm...we went for a cafe shop instead club..wanna chit chat gossip hehe

oh well, we check out at around 7 something and get out breakfast with uncle before headed to jetty

this vodka is toooo sweet for me

at Pulau Cenang

most famous beach in Langkawi

we went pasar malam for our first night

my tour guide, Mr San xD

from alor setar.

and had our dinner somewher there with our local friend langkawi 

hehe..i ask him plenty of question where to visit

Langkawi trade mark!

Eagle Bay!!

before back hotel we went near by bar and had plenty of drinks @@

after that we went back hotel to rest

those two girls sleep early and wake early thou..

and guess what mr.han locked out from his room cz san went out find his fren

so i acc him outside hotel drink with him and had a little chit chat

rm3.90..cheap dao die!

the next day we went to cable car..

unfortunately, weather not good..

raining and heavy wind

so we cant ride..

then we headed to our next destination

yes! underwater park!

rm30 per entry

actually we decided to watch movie but time too rush cant manage to adjust our time

i wanna watch annabelle!!

sunba bar!!

eagle rock cafe!!

i wish you were by my side that moment

so romantic gila !!

see the view and romantic light

omg

and then we went to sunba bar and had a little party

hehe so many ang mo 

me and mr han keep sptted ang mo kissing

we were like ohhh not again~~

our last day, we had breakfast in petronas..i ate bread, they had cup mee

weather was fine tat day and we managed to ride cable car!!

me and mr.han！

ah san emo sia...

my last meal in langkawi..bitter gourd!!

byebye langkawi!

oh well, i vlog a long langkawi journey..

im going to make a short video and upload in youtube

erm..maybe la...cz i need to do my 6 assignments lol

hopefully there's a time for me

in fact im blogging now lol!

peace! 

i miss you day by day!! 

time???why you pass so slow???

october nia ler...long way to go.. sigh...

never mind.

things will be alright by then

wuhuuuuu!