something so wrong.

i don't know what is it. but things don't seems right.

im feeling abit worried and nothing i can do bout it.

feel so alone and you not there for me.

hmm..

things getting not close.

we have no time for each other.

and im too tired of waiting.

too tired.

im not enjoy here. not the uni life i imagined.

sucks like hell.

everyone want to be the one that attract lecture. i find it its stupid to do that coz you are humiliating yourself in the whole class.

souuuu stupid.

dont think its clever. but u look stupid to us.

just do your part. dont so over confident. you might lose yourself up there.

well guys 

things really wont goes as planned. 

so ..expect nothing but the worst. 

nothin

went mcd 

stole wifi to skype

but in the end

there's incident over ur side.
k nvm.

just back from there.

tired.

nite.

pale.sick.stomachache.laosai.but.came.for.skype.

lone

all alone

have no one to talk to.

HOME!!!

my neck got scar..my legs got dots..my waist too!!

whole body scars!!!

my neck got swollen past few days..

cant even turn to back

the neck gland swell so much

went to UMK Clinic but close??

wtf??

close at 4pm???

friday close somemore

saturday not sure..

arghh

my head spin so much

pain so much!

beh tahan here

no entertainment no nothing you know!!

i don't know how they survive here

@@

SALUTE

but i will try to enjoy UNI life ba

so suck here

I miss MELAKA 

I MISS HOME!!!

T.T

HUHUHUHUHU

Tmr no class

hiak hiak..gonna slp till dawn 

lalala

currently at KELANTAN MCD borrow WIFI hahah

haha i look so serious huh xD

SCUMass

fucking irritating
wish me from your bottom of your heart if you going to find me
not asking stupid questions
before you ask me, you ask ur bro what he had done over there!

judge me la..eh i fucking don't care la

you will judge me like the rest of those bitches.

yes im bitch you know why?
because their bf keep finding me.
fucking logic is that??

eh MR

JUDGE ME WHEN YOU ARE IN MY POSITION JERK SCUMASS

fucking make me irritated to you!

tot you want ask how's my life going..but instead judge me?
eh please you not qualified

you are not my friend anymore.
 BYE

im FEELING MEHHHHHHHHHHHH

(wear baju kurung to class today)

UNI LIFE

hi guys..
hmm..been busy whole weeks!!
 well congrats to me TEHEEEEE

finally im a UNI student so called MAHASISWI ^^
proud of myself.

ytd all class cancel so consider today is the first day of class.

guess what..im the group leader hiak hiak..
sorry but i too kepo dy..i want to involved actively in all activities.
hhaha...im being friendly with everyone include indians and malays..
to be honest, chinese way to LAN C. come on..just be friends you wont loss anything right?gain more friend maaaa.... adui..


i neglect my studies after PMR ..my result then fall so bad..
i ignore my studies.
and i regretted it everytime i think of it.

Now, i had given a chance to study in UNI and start everything from ZERO.

FOCUS, AIM, MAINTAIN MY ENTHUSIASM UNTIL THE END
NEVER EVER GIVE UP.

My parents hope i succeed like my brother.
yes i know im not born genius..but i will work hard just like my brothr. Keep fighting to the end.
compete with myself not others..thats my discipline i set frm now!

FIGHTING IVY!!!  

Education inspire me.. without education we probably will never achieve things we don't expect to..but gaining so much knowledge.

please don't judge me..you may think at your side/position but you will never will understand one's position.
for example; an orphanage , you will never understand the path she's walking.. never ever.
once you are the one who be the one, yeah,..you will understand.

I will answer your question.
YES education is important 
because i know education will bring me further.

even one tiny ant could change the world. NEVER JUDGE how tiny it is. JUDGE the part she will do for this world.

SO IVY , DO YOUR PART NOW.................................................................