time flies

been so busy

drama

presentation

project

and so many more

test quiz

pengsan!!

cant believe time past so fast.

its 24 march.

im going back next week.

i never even countdown going back.

guess there's nothing to be excited...getting back home town huh.

wonder why.

i miss my family so much.

especially my cute grandma

cant wait outing with her !

people always leave me without saying goodbye.

people always disappear without saying anything.

last few days, my room mate transfer room without any notice.

i was like wtf why izit so empty at the first bed

guess she find new friend huh

tot everything had settled but guess u cant accept

well good luck to you then.

please people, dont ever vanish or leave without saying goodbye

it really hurt so much

i burst to tears seeing my room mate just like tat transfer room without any notice.

 you had misunderstanding with us but you shouldnt just leave without any words.

i hate relation! dont ever mention getting in relation anymore.

im happy with myself.

alone.

with friends.

of coz girlfriends

you guys may think of i had alot guys to chat but please did i chat to you?

no!

unless i know u or close with you

yes, i know you guys might think im that kind of gal im used to it, but yeah you totally nailed it right after know me..

so dont judge frm cover.

i had dream that i will be a very supportive girlfriend that being there for my mr right.

help my mr right from nothing to everything. 

hahaha..where's my mr right?

opppsssiiiii no relation for now.

^_^

so...i see my progress on my shoulder.

freaking huge!

and i hate it!

fucked my life!

i have a huge shoulder with freaking biceps

fcuk fcuk fcuk

i shouldnt did the dumbbell so frequent

fuck my life la now.

i cant stop the routine right now

it will be weird i think..

hmm...

my abdomen lagi la speechless

slow progress

i dunno why but i realize my appetite getting huge lol

 i  want more food carbohydrates fibre protein

but im on diet

it's really hard for me to control my diet 

i'm so tired of dieting 

arghhhhh

help me to resist those foodsssss!!!!

oh well, its not obvious thru this pic but i really hate it..so geli..

-,- really doom la

cant wear sleeveless blouse 

fuck!!!

ever since came kelantan,

my face my skin my hand

HANCUR!!

so cialat 

i think the water not clean enuf

plus so dirty

make my face full with pimples ,scars, acne!!

really wtf la

not pretty anymore...

:(

spot that scar on my forehead..it's pretty obvious

really fuck my life, but dont worry ..these scar will gone in no time..will be normal afterwards. no scars at all.well, i experienced it a few times

last week sushi bonanza with fellow friends

my table

 oh well 17 peoples but sit different table 

i love selfie

i've thinking bout.........................

i cant wait to go back!!

arghh

it's been awhile i shut everyone away.

i never replied to those people who cares me

but i only reply to certain ppl.

im sorry

T.T

i dont want a misunderstanding happen again

later something out from expectation happen, i don't know how to handle.

i will reply from now :)

i started to wear spec since last 2 weeks

i cant see anything with my lenses on.

the power its not enough even though i had increase the power on my lenses

oh well

wear spec then.

easy

I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms. 

don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

--------------------------------------------------------------

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

TODAY

i duno since when i so kuat makan dy

LOL!!!

keep want to eat!

shit la

how to keep fit!

fcucucucucucuck la

i will try to resist those temptation! 

hhmmhphhh!!

so just finish rehearsal drama

tough and funny

haha

one of my bro today just break up with his gf

one year one month 11 days relationship just ended like tat

so distance do matter huh

:'(

feel sad

so anyway

today i ate quite alot

i ate rice,sambal chicken,kuey tiaw,egg,sundae,bread

hahah

shit la 

tmr nid to burn all these calories!!!

new mcd sundae crunch!!yummy!

selfie everyday hehe

long lost 7 days

so i've been missing for a week.

busy week..

drama

assignment

koir

so stress

i duno why i keep unlock my phone.

am i expecting something?

so long never chat.

so lonely T.T

haha nyeeehhhh

i have no one to chat

i chase away everyone

so guai lan

been to gym every week..

thrice a week.

monday,wednesday,saturday

only these three days ladies can go gym

UMK separate guys and ladies with different days.

so every week gone to gym..

i break my record.

12km every week

i can see the progress on my leg

too muscle for me 

yuck!!

wear skinny jeans can see my muscle pop out lol

but kinda cool

hahaha

belly smaller jor

i barely can see skinny fats jor

hmm

june wanna go redang with bunch of monkeys

haha

wear bikini!!

train hard babehhhh

banyak pattern right?

hehe

after hit gym selfie yi xia maa..

so..im waiting for my late night class

meanwhile tat siao po keep take pic of me

haha

selfie!

my face!!@@

went gaigai with bunch of monkeys on friday

^^

my muscular leg @@

so she's gorgeous huh

hehe

she's soooo fair!!

macam snow white!

my very late supper Saturday

cheat on my diet.hehe

too hungry dy

workout overload lol

new mcd blackpepper chicken deluxe!

supper yummy!!

i really love it!

protein protein haha

fats lol

cheat?yes!!

how i spend my every sunday

9am class, 8pm class

what a life huh?

after morning class, 9am class bek room ''toohhh straight straight'' haha

neehhhh..

it's ok

what can i do here anyway right..

BORED TO THE MAX!!

so today i cheat on my diet

hehe

not consider cheat la

but i eat quite a big portion compare to normally i consume

GREEN TEA FRAPPUCINO!!

muahhhh favourite the most!

too much calories in this drink.

can deny the temptation..

arghhhh

this is what i cheat on my lunch(consider breakfast too)

chicken ramen

bo ho chiak also

:(

so..for dinner i cook bihun soup for my dear roommates

super good!

tasty!

i can be a good wife and mummy in future dy

haha

picture of the day..

all my roommates came over my bed on do assignment and homework

hanncur my bed...full with erase dust

haha

so stress and busy

but yet i can update my bloggie everyday huh

hehe..

morning look. lazy to tidy up my naked face

just a pair of spec.

i really gotta say i misses you.

heart ivy

ABS

early morning 8am wake up hit gym..

sleepy sleepy zzzZZZ

for abs, no choice la`

really wtf??early morning so many ppl went gym dy

go there not exercise

but sit there gossip

really bullshit..

i focus on my routine.

after hit gym, went for 'hua ren dang' for breakfast

this is my protein.

2 half boiled eggs and 2 pieces of butter kaya

with this gal do my vigorous routine just now

challenge me the lower abs push up lol

pro

after gym went for class

wearing formal today

blur pic of the day