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C I B A I

call me 4 wat!!! walk ur road la..dun lencong mine!

PLZ LA DUN GREET ME IF SAW ME! I DUN LIKE C YOUR FACE!!! 

MAKE MY EYE BURN NIA! FUCK! MOOD SUDDENLY ROSE DOWN AFTER C UR Cxxxx FACE!

TNB! NAH!!! 

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GET LOST 凸

凸 DAMN TULAN TODAY!凸

2molo watching 5.30pm movie

wohoo!!

step up 3

wait me ya. . . .

2m0l0 SH0PPING LO

YEAH!!

2molo didnt go school

ponteng

hahaha

so..............

2molo going dp mp!!!  YES!!

go book ticket

saturday want watch movie

wohooooooooo

go shopping

shuang arr!

shopping can reduce tension 1 hor ^^

yahoooo..go gai gai lo

Bii ..duno wan go ma?haha..maybe no la XD

o0o

wohoo~ yesterday 135 am slp, i put alarm at 2.30 to

wake up study..conclusion leRh--i sleep like pig arr!!

cant wake at all..6.30 am juz wake after mom knock my door

yesterday, dat guy ask me out to watch movie with him

puiii~ i wont go out u..very patheticc ur face. i noe ur mouth so sweet 1 fuck la o0o

dun disturbs me and my bii...

KANALAN!  ask me whether bii treat me gud bo. ask dat ask dis.FUCK OFF LA! NA BEH! when flash back wat u said to me..YERRRRR PUI PUI PUI yuck! naRH o0o

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yesterday only text bii once nia   

greet him gudnight

== so akward..haha

i think he dun 1 disturb me knowing me dat im studying.

in fact yesterday only study awhile nia..feel very tired. im so joy finally can slp ..feel so relief uuhhh~~~

○520 bii○

sigh~

I CANT SLEEP

very tired..yesterday didnt slp at all..i did close my eyes

but my mind still thinking a lot of things. i tried to slp at 2

am but when im laying on sofa in living room [im studying in

 living room], i close my eyes but cant slp. until 3 something

 jz slp..guess wat 4 am i woke up again.laowei..i reali beh

 tahan! wats wrong with me ??i reali want to slp but cant

 slp.PLZ LET ME SLP!DUN TORTURE ME DY!

i duno wat am i stressing off. my heart so many burden

meh? tired...

tears drop by drop so sudden,..i so surprise! lao..OMG~~~

pressure

LOL after wake at 4 am continue study,den i on the radio..5

minutes later i switch to cinemax channel watch the

incredible hulk..awesome~~

after dat 5 something dy went to bath, change school

unform..OMG~ noe wat?? i look like PANDA ..my eyes a..!!

cialat la

in addition of dat, i too miss bii~ liao..cant stop thinking of

him.every moment sure his face will appear in my

mind.LOL! muz stop it! FOCUS IN SPM! i reali muz aim my

target! for my future! i dun 1 to follow my mom's

footstep..she oso say dat to me..i feel so stress up!

Dear, maybe i will put u aside during my examination. hope u will understand. being with u aren't the bad thing at all. thanks bii~~ luv eu so much^^

long far distance relation aren't so easy at all. makes me so damn painful n suffer missing eu but its sweet when we meet up 2gether. is the most happy thing i reali hoping for. meet once awhile, that's the key,the point ! so dat we would appreciate the time when we r dating..hahaha... you r my choice bii~ and i wont let u go animore [im sorry]

IM YOURS bii~~

however dis kind of relation needs patients and tolerants and also must take care or concerning each other since both live so far, cant meet up often..

bii~..dont change your mind towards me o~

PS. duno y since monday 23/8 interested calling dear bii~ haha...

--confession2--

everything i wrote here,i had no attemption to spread out gossips,critics, or say anything related to negative issues.

my blog  r my best companion that alwiz accompany me to confess everything dat i've being through.

i wanted to share with them but better not..jangan cari pasal  

apart from this,this blog has written many incident/tales that had happen to me..im also confessing my feelings to here since there r no one that r sincere or wanted to listen to these ''things''. however, i choose to confess right here to let anyone that wanted to noe bout me better or wats going on to me due to t may not noe who's want to noe my condition and wats on my mind thinking off. apperantly, i will write..mostly will write bout me and my dearest hubby--[illegal husband]no yet registered hubby huhuhu~ T.T love eu

opps...back to topic..oh ya,..and oso my friends, family and so on hee^^

PEACE!

love my dear mwak

confession!

dear
i cant afford to lost eu..
as u noe,im not a good gf,

duno how to be a good n concerning girlfriend..

duno how to take care your feelings

duno how to deal with your problems and feelings

im not a good listener too

but i really in love..

with you

i hope.. reali hope u r my 1

baobei

i prayfor our happiness

omg ~ so paiseh

before dat i lost you b4..

im so regret for dat

im sorry

now dis was my second chance

i value dis time relation with eu

im serious!

enen!!

shopping!!

i want shopping ar!!!

 

 

very desperate arr!!

suffer if didnt go shopping ><

every weekend got go shopping gek..with a yi..but

today guai guai at home

><

haiz..bored till death

omg~ ~ ~
im sorry..
cant believe u will go and see all dat thing...
T.T
dui bu qi >< coz didnt tell eu all these things

PONTENG??

today ponteng school___haiz
feel very bad didnt go school
i dun feel to go school today coz very pek cek
feel very sleepy in class
damn hot!
now our class in lab,__very hard to sit
my spine__haha so serious,..damn tired
aiyoooooo..beh tahan dis condition
reali hot neRh
wher got mood study o
ma de!!!
SPM coming
i didnt even do revision
keep on9
==''
mati la i if like dis
watever la...
dun give up!! dun give up!! say very easy la..
i'll do my best

miss eu~ ~ ~ ~

yeah!babe

wahahaha..
the gift so ngam ngam..

tak lebih tak kurang..

hope u like it ^^


today kena inject..lol tak sakit punya ==
haha..
fats too thick jor so tak rasa apa-apa haha..

recently happen many things lol...reali frigthened suddenly gek..yorrr...

mama told me to do my usual rutin can d..

enen ok madam!

later going pasar malam muahaha..with my boyboy lee chie hwei..second boyboy lai..haha..

curang kat gary...blek~ ~ ~

miss eu so much ~~

worry!

im so worry..very worry
but when im worrying why didnt i go and concern it???
aiyoyo...very fan ar!!!
recently very piggy..so easily sweat..hot hot hot hot!
make my epidermis moist only! hate it!

finally!!!!

finally...
after didnt answer your call n reply ur message
finally!
didnt come n kacau me liao!
gud!
now fuck off la you!!!

funny??

lol...i fever si high n non stop..didnt kena ..but my little sis kena denggue..==''

mama call me to take blood test..i refuse to..i dont want to c the result...scare lol!

i think im ok la mom,dun worry..

yesterday at hospital till 3 somethig almost 4am ar! lol

pack my sis thing n mom belongings...haiz...

over danger part?

im still sick ar!!!very xing ku...
when i breathe my stomach pain lol...
lol..i cant sleep lo..midnight sweat here sweat ther..only midnight will fever  =='' ta ma de!
when im bathing i chill to death sial!
reali reali xing ku! u cant imagine how pain it was...
after 2molo if im not fever again dats mean i didnt get denggue
aiseh...sian liao lo..
thought can admitted in hospital..hehe..

2molo dear birthday..i duno whether can go a not..coz im still sick ler...but i reali want to go!
miss him so much nerh..but i not feeling well ..oh my buddha!help me to recover la...
sorry dear....

stop!!!

stop calling me!
lol
y keep annoy me ler!
u noe ma?u r my 1 huge mistake in my decision u noe bo!
stop calling me la!
u sibeh lebih..narh! o0o

congrats me!

i suspect kena denggue ar!!!
walao...
if continue high fever non-stop..byebye..congrats me!kena denggue!
so lucky!!! 4D oso not so accurate..
juz now doctor say many cases..some patience die bcoz of dis disease..
gud la! i die liao no nid sit for spm wohoo!
haiz...
many tablets have to swallow...my whole body pain arrrr!!!!

sick jor~

i reali sic jor..reali reali sick...
i barely cant walk
blur until cant see clearly
later mom briNg me check up...
scare is denggue..
all my joints PAIN dao reali HURTS!
high fever! head pain until can wake up ....
lol no use la you!

thanks mom

today not feeling well
got go to school but 9.15 something i call mom to fetch me bek..
whole body pain n sweat too...very hot..body hot hot
reali blur my head sibeh pain...
actually morning didnt go d 1 but today maths teacher wan to teach new  chapter
i scared i cant follow up..so i come lo..
mana tau i cant tahan..haiz..
when i call mom i thought she will scold me coz morning she d call me not to go skul
but iinsist to go..she didnt scold me,and even care bout me..omg~ thanks mom
i love u...
i love you too

fuck off!!!

dat guy ask me ...
ask me whether can give him a second chance again?
he hope i can accept him for once more...
he call me juz now..
ask me whether can give him a second chance??
i say i've him d..n i wont break with him d..
he tell me dat i still have many choices ...still can choose ..
ya ,..i am..i still have many choices..but definetly not u!
we chat quite long..
he ask me when free?hang out with him..go yam cha..
i trying to avoid him lol!


please get off la! dun disturb me!
i wont accept u la!




dear..im sincere to u gek~ ^^
u oso must o~


y didnt reply my message  ><
heng!
angry u``
dun care u liao ><
make ppl worry!
hENg!!!

i miz u i miz u i miz u >.<
miz me bo?

started to be lazy meanwhile trial exam are around dis corner...
fool around...lol
miss u all the time...
cialat luRh!

mind ur mouth!

excuse me! plz la..if u dun wan to study or hear wat teacher was teaching 
plz!!shut ur damn mouth! 
i cant hear wat teacher where saying
lol!!

missing u

alamak ai~

haiz~~tired la...faster spm faster!!!

haiz~~~~

miss u a lot><

hhh....

PEACE!!!

normal life huh~

narh!!!

o0o

na beh``think bek wat i've done sibeh sohai de me!!

wat kind of drugs did i eat?? 

eye open besar besar!

dun get caught with sweets words!!

o0o idiot..

fuck off!!

now i get wat i lost

now appreciate him...

deeply in love~

and care him~

concern~

support wat he like~

ya babe! dun cheat on me can dy...

miss ya ^^

biggest mistake in my fucking liFE!!!

i very very regret accept u last time!!!
i wish i could turn bek the clock!!!
fuck u!!!
the biggest mistake in my life is this !!!!
fuck la!!
silly me!!!