received a call from home.

im down.

feel so pressure

final coming..

and home is such a mess

im useless

cant help anything

i just can study study and study

what can i do?

feel so damn useless!!

argh!!

burst into tears when mummy told me everything

i cant help anything but listening

im sorry

i have help this family in many way 

but still..

my family really falling apart

people do change huh

i hope i can handle those stress.

hmm