Things that can make your live bitter n sweet

Some people said that we talk the truth when we drunk

at first i doubt that

because we aren't concious by then, we talk craps and nonsense

but then, as i experience it myself and ..

we really are talking nonsense

hahaha..bullshit

some kind of logic

whose fcking logic is that

 it's bullshit

zzz

anyway, had a really bad day today.

but thanks to mr. han for the compliment, makes my day brighter 

as usual, today routine 

whole hostel no water supply, 

after gym when to wan er house bath and bought some cucumber for my dinner

salad cucumber with eggs

with dark chocolate

good fats.

we need fats to eliminate the bad fats

yeap.

listen to the pro..

a little updates from the trip.

so we decided to cancel our trip to ipoh and plan to penang

hmm...since the escape park gt discount.. so just see how by then.

need to manage the budget properly

 so that trip wont cost too much which they can even bought the flight ticket back to kk

i dont want that to happen.

so guys,..bare with me.

im planning this trip so neatly and fun

finally, get to eat sushi.

hmm

satisfying

guess what, everyone calling me ivy jiejie, ivy laogao

zz... bunch of silly friends

sometimes i wonder what would i be without them.

make me laugh

and

make me laugh even crazier

i make more friends since im staying in pc with juniors.

well, some juniors respect their seniors but some was like a bit arrogant..

nyehh..nvm..let see how you survive without your seniors.

its ok muimui didi, jiejie always will help and guide you guys 1.

as long as you smile with me when you walk pass by me ^^

muackss...

so jealous with my relative study in uum.

so much event in his campus!!

omg! he even be the chairman of the event! congrats to you cousiiee!

envynesssss overload >.<

goshh..why my uni like this de???

why no activity de??

bored die me laaa

can i just organize some event? hmm...

i've been the wrong track since sem 1! 

i should have mix with another batch 

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i saw this statement..

and i was like..fuck yeah!

every relation i commit, yes i admit im not the pampered girlfriend and whatsoever

i make mistakes and keep make the same mistakes

why? because i need that somebody to guide me,correct me and take care of me

my imperfections annoy you.

that's what tolerance are meant to be right??

i know im lousy girlfriend that never think of my partner feelings

yes, i think of mine nia

yes im selfish

yes i do

i admit that.

that show how much i really care ma

you should be worry if i care less

 and you should worry die sick when i  dun put your shit in my no.1 list

i will just don't care and put it away like nothing matters to me.

i can never forget how much pain i've been there

i promise myself,  i will not let myself in that spot again

im 21..what i learn, what i can conclude,..

i can depend on myself.

i no need relay or count on someone.

i can be independent enough

i am a strong person like my aunt!

salute you! my idol and mentor! 

no need your husband to pay everything you wear, eat, use 

great power comes with great responsibilities.

she encourage me.

she texted me

she concern me

and my mom too

i love you and i miss you all

thanks for the motivate texts.

thx mom :')

see you next year,..

suppose next week could back hometown but i don't want go back for some reasons..

only back for my love

i've been working on my abs and hips..

amazingly tired...fcukkkk

cycling for an hour,13km, 200-300 hard core sit up

intensive cardio

but i never manage my diet properly..what a waste..goes in vein..

gg

hope to get that shape..my dream body.. before back hometown next year!

party everyday! wohoooo

xD

After Us

Is it miss
or just miss the thought of him, the routine, the comfort, the body...
NO.
and that's okay.

AFTER US

learn to overcome the suppress
sometimes no matter how hard you try, there are always something that hold you back

Feeling great! :)

Today's mood : Super terrific! xD

hmm...vlog?

feel like doing it.

no guts

what i need is a bunch of friends..
which could help me in vlog too

i mean a bunch of fcking retarded friends that don't give a shit bout their image and reputation

and it takes guts lolzz

extreme, bizarre, over reacted kind of friends..

hmm..me?yeah..totally 

will consider it....

(probably won't happen...just sayin~~~~ gotcha******)

so...thursday..my favourite weekday!! sort of....
cz NARUTO release anime day!
thursday~

only an hour morning class

so my routine was like after class, hit 2hour gym

then a little lunch mayb breakfast?

after that whole day in library.........

my life sucks at here!
pretty boring..lifeless!!

i think i'm getting shape up.

wohoo madafakar!

xD

so..bump with ky in library..

had a little bit of conversation..hmm..conversation like gossips?

hahah..well girls~~ 

healthy lifestyle one step ahead!

shit! keep stuck with Chris Brown song "forever"

an old song but dunno why it came out from my mind 

and i just wanna listen to it

keep repeat and repeat

click here Forever


 i used to be so ridiculously obsessive girlfriend ever
that's what he said to me as i remember
stuuuuupiak*
keep stuck with my boyfriend
everything bf bf bf
pang sai oso bf
everything bf jiu dui le!
and so so so extremely jealous..that jealousy bukan main main 1 tau!!
dun play play~~
control freak thats what he given me tat title
shit* thinking back, i was like so darn childish man..
mayb that relation was like a childish, immature relationship 
perhaps there's are no sense of secure which can make me feel ease 
security it is!
that's why im being so over protective
what's happened already done, 
it's now babe, future babe

what i feel about now? nope!
im at ease man~
cause secure and trust are there
what for worry about
if he's yours, he is yours
forever yours
wulalalalala
 worry for nothing
but sometimes a little bit of control shows you care
that's what they say.. girlfriend are like second mother lolzzz
mom's advice don't want listen but girlfriends..perhhh scare die you!
*broken eng *_*
and another one main serious matter that always trigger argument issues that also may lead to divorce for married couple............
TEMPTATION madafakar!!
relationship failure because of temptation 
you need locus of control!
if she or he can avoid all the temptation why not you guys?
 that's what it bring me here.
lesson learned madafakar

p.s :  my new favourite words “ madafakar"
keep using it at the end of my sentence *trolllllllllll
it makes ppl laugh kay~ no harm! xD

 *muacksssss__ another shitty day pass with lots of laughter and loves XOXO*

* looking extremely chubby sia*

  

trip!

ok

you guys know me too well a weyyhhh

keep feed me candy

make me so high lol

this morning class, my god,

keep laugh and bomb 

new lecture, Miss Tracey from Switzerland 

English In Business

like primary school wanted us to write our name and make name tag for her to call out our names for questions

guess what?

me again, get aim from several of lecturer 

and now this!

lame.........................................................................

pretty ma ? hehe

well, im planning for langkawi trip for this mid sem break

wohoo!!!

i've been searching online

tourist guide and stuffs..

hmm...probably will head to Langkawi Isalnd then Ipoh perak!!

langkawi sky bridge and cable car

definitely a must visit spot!

so chioooooo 

can't wait for our next trip!

ooppsss..flash on!

and im so fair!! 

and

and 

i miss you hubby boy! 

*huggiessssss 

muackssss~~ duck face!

omg! he's cute right??
cafe.waiting.love

like his acting 
so natural seems like he's personalities
bravo****

after last class join them for dinner and discuss bout the trip
so much to plan!!
so excited lol!!

after dinner, spend the rest of the night in library 
till close lol
nobody in library 
zzz

creepy sia..

updating my SIEP thingy and eng business stuff

nothing much can do 

emo awhile pun jadi la

waktu minum with gangs

lepak with the gangs

lol

fucking guys fucking jerks

true colours 

true colours true colours true colours 

true colours true colours true colours true colours 

true colours 

true colours true colours 

after for so long......................

true colours true colours 

true colours

true colours 

true colours true colours 

hmm..

that fucking layer of fats on my belly..

can you please go away 

shitttnittt

abs sudah ada

tapi itu lemak masih ada

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susahnya~~~

been working hard on my body figure

but study? not so hard zzzZZZzz

sem break, im not going back

sorry mom but i really don't want to go back

nothing in Melaka makes me feel like going home

sigh~~

miss my boy

but

fuck him o0o

nah..

so, im staying apart from my gangs

hmm..

lonely sia....

no place to go

nothing to do

no zai to see

boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddd

up side down pic just look so smokin sexayyyyy ;)

I will show you

You’re probably wearing the clothes I bought you
You probably put on the cologne I bought you
And right now, you’re probably meeting her and laughing

Did you like her that much that you had to leave me?
How much more do I have to be better?

No matter how much I try to erase you
We spent so many days together
The past times are so regrettable that tears keep flowing but…

I will show you a completed changed me
I will show you a way prettier me
I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left

I will meet a hotter guy and I will show you for sure
A me who is happier than you
I won’t be sad without you, I won’t break down
Boy you gotta be aware

I neatly change my hairstyle and carefully apply my makeup
With my high heels and short skirt, everyone turns to look at me

If I ever run into you, I will give a dazzling smile
Pass by your surprised face and click clack go on my way

I will throw away the ring you gave me
I will erase the letters you wrote me
Without lingering attachment, without regret, I’ll forget you
I wanna forget you, I wanna erase you

So.. 1st of september

start my diet schedule

gym evening

2 hour nonstop workout

excessive cardio

 diet food list

fuuulamak

cannot resist food temptation sia..

hmm..balik hutan can focus!

gah yao ivy!

cafe.waiting.love

a very romantic story 

love can be so cruel and scary

__ once your everything but once the feeling stop

it change.

how scary is it huh

i think we are too young too say about these

let it flow by itself

as i always said

what comes around , goes around.

always be positive no matter what.

*yolo