#FNC

OMG

this is so thrilling

never thought such thing will hooked up me like so intense

been monitor them like months now

way to go fnatic.

8-0

#LCS

undefeated

ggwp

my fav member in fnatic.

so cute !!!

best jungle ever!!

HUNI!!! the most legit ekko user

plus using LULU as ad 

wow

that is insane

#LCS#FNCWIN

they just make me fall in love with esports.

progamer

omg

guy that is so serious in doing things are the most charming one.

omg

omg

omg

stress

alright..start from yesterday i can't concentrate on my revision..

ini kali ho seh lah.. i manage my schedule chun chun dy..cz of my laziness..everything mess up..

and then cant sleep somemore..slp at 4-5am ,wake at 6-7am..

whats wrong man..so mentally tired neh

then keep turn and turn on bed..at the end i wake up and went mcd do notes..

roommates still sleeping so i dunwan on light and open the curtain..sigh...

i nvr makan dinner last night so damn hungry..

so....i order big breakfast!! and latte!! been craving for caffeine!!my coffee all finish dy arghhh T^T sobsob

and guess what?i had breakfast around 8am..

and this big breakfast makes me sooo full until 8something at night juz eat bread lol

DAEBAK!!!

then still not tired..i went gym loh..

i keep saw those  xiao meimei post their show off picture showing they can do split wor

lol

eh ah girl..i also can lah

ah lian hohoho guai lan xD

then i tot will be so tired after that..but no wor..

then after bath i went campus revision..till now loh..

still not tired..

actually im physically so damn tired 

but mentally so wide awake lol

here i am..blogging and continue do my notes.

sian

lately i've been watching LCS match in youtube

so damn gam jiong !!!

after a few paper i wanna play liao..tak boleh tahan

wohoo!! ivy fighting!!hooyah!!  

keep strong.

non stop filler!!! finally next week!!
really cant wait the epicness!! arghh!! na...ru...to !
i've been waiting for months!
darn it
alright ivy...next week
thursday, 8pm

revision start on next week in my calendar book.
3weeks before final.
gonna be well prepare. this sem carry mark gg.
well done ivy. you have such a wonderful group mates. screw your presentation like no one else did. well done. you did well. and you screw the whole team. thanks to you, mate.
and sir, you one pervert ass guy, stop glaring at those ladies in the class. guys are being guys huh.
this sem and year 2 lifes sucks man. fast end plz.
struggling here. sad. depress. stress. omg. ky said it right, every end of sem sure will get emotional.
we keep complain to each other haha. aiks. this sem is the most cialat semester ever i think.
#keep#faith#ivy#can#do#it

FLAWS

why people tend to judge each other?even they are stranger.
try to understand. 
not everyone are perfect.
everyone has flaws
before saying others you might reflect yourself in the mirror first.
no matter how and why, they have their reasons.

this year is the toughest year so far for me.
im staying still.
im staying strong.
to accept all the critics and difficulties i've been thru.
you have no idea how much hardship i have face and it won't stop until i no longer breathe
life goes on man...
you can't blame anyone. it's your destiny and fates.
i always believe everything happen for a reason. 
god is fair.
i believe everything i did so far will paid off.
a good karma i believe.
tomorrow will be a better day IVY.
your hard work and determination will not be waste 
as long as i never give up!
*bangga macam boss*
*swagggggggggggggg*

Lazy IVY

yes, i have alot ideas but asking me to write...adui..hard leh weyhh

i can give you guys ideas but don't ask me write in a proposal la

aiks...another business plan need to do this sem..

not bad huh my design..and motto 

our company name

SEEDS & BEANS

my idea! xD 

glad my group members like it

recently lepak with a friend..future house mate la actually

her boyfriend work in CHINA and it's been 2 years he never come back Malaysia

and guess what, they just together for not long then have to separate.

pity her, more than 2 years lolololol 

end of this October they finally can meet..maybe 

makin tua makin malas =,=

ivy oh ivy

pegi gym pun malas

whole body ache like fck zzzzz

no motivation anymore...

luckily still can do split

tmr go again....sian

sudah gemuk macam beruk

yes! mid term break next 2 week!

hohoho im coming home

sad..ah yii going japan, cant meet her 

hmm...feel like going vacation too

sian

sian

sian

sian

youth youth youth youth!

i wanna party too

someone still jio me party even until today

not bad.. but wrong timing lah weyh

-_- 

ever since created a family group in whatsapp, everyone are so much closer now and every friday or saturday weekend gather at ah ma house makan chatting and etc...
ah ma seems to be happier and i am glad everyone appreciate the time we still have with ah ma here..
and aunt jenny going marry soon and aunt sabrina pregnant..oh my..ah ma going to be so busy soon xD
i can't wait till next month! wanna lepak at ah ma house with everyone
wanna party whole week xD
im going to be 22 next 3 weeks
yeap!  22.. believe it or not 

Dramatic life

halo
guys are pathetically disgustingly freaking creature..seriously? come on!
i nvr deny that ladies like us are not..but guys are way worst than us
i never see that coming

to be honest i dun really like social network
yes, social network make us connected but literally bad things are way more than good things.
i never like facebook actually.
yes. i did posted my pictures, status and so on...well im attracted too alright
facebook its like a thing that makes people show off their belongings and show how proud with what they have and show it in public..
yes. i admit i did show off too. im human too okay..
im tired of everyday open fb and see all those craps.. couples...foods...brands...come on la...
chinese new year that period..thousand of ppl keep posting their pic from day1 to day 10..every single damn day..really annoyed wit fb..totally...

oh my lord...
yes. i was scrolling fb page the entire festive period seeing all the ladies and guys with their great outfit..
oh shit! i think im getting old here..pissing on something that is so meaningless

my aunt was right. fb is an addiction. and im addictive to it. i take drugs. everyday.

basically i am wasting 99% on fb everyday..when i unlock my phone.. without noticing i were on fb homepage scrolling and scrolling.again and again
sian...................

back at the home, i saw my mom sitting alone on a old wooden chair which were re-painted again...thinking on something..with a long thought...then i walked and disturb her like i always did
i sat beside her..and i know she is tired
but she is trying very hard to keep our family strong. i rmb that day i went into her room, just wanna disturb her and then i saw her face...tired grumpy face...
we had a lot of conversation that day
i hugged her and she's just let everything out.....i love you mom. thank you for everything
and im sorry the way i talk to you when im frustrated.

guess what? me and my cousin ,sam are getting closer like we used to
i missed how we spent our time together..

and...somehow..at last my parent and uncle are cool with each other
i adore my family. they always got my back..even with small little conflict fight ..its just makes us bond even more...and thanks to whatsapp!! haha social network huh...

i always believe god is fair. so i stay strong and work hard until god prove it to me. and im still waiting....teehee

steer to positivity!! :D yay~~~