this week kinda stress me out!
fFUhh~~
coz of my laziness & clumsiness
the rest of my ''day'' were ruin
gosh~
i guess
not totally ruin
h0pe so~~
hihi^^

2m0lo nite
work work work
boring~
can u imagine them who works for their rest of their lifes 4ever for
doing the same thing over and over again???
gosh!!!
AWESOME!!!
i was TOTALLY admired them for having such such
such...
erm...
wat huh??
such POWER??i think
hahaha~
------------------------------------------------------------------
wat can i do to repair all these shit??!
hhh~~~~
i mean throw "The Shit"
then i get my answered
"use plastic bag la lol!"
= =''
ha ha ha
sampat
tell me

mama~
mama maybe going Singapore work
i maybe 
maybe la~
will go too
haha~
if can 
i want 4ever at ther
muahahahaha~
no la
my 'friends' all here`
JANUARY~
coming soon~
now making our decision!
i wan follow mom go if can~
haha~
then have to say Sayonara to Melaka d
haha
Malaysia
byebye
haha
no yet 
no yet 
this is all my day dreaming
still dunno the decision whether wan go a not
haiz~
i wan accompany mama
dun let her alone!
i reali hate it when asking my mom to face it (whole day without hearing OUR laughter)
when alone at ther!
even though no yet go


am i going?
whole family?
nyehhh~
duno???
very big decision to make!
haha  ..
macam mau kahwin saje
hihi^^

Merry ChRistmas!

wow~
christmas kiss!
i want too
hahaha~
MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE

working too??

come on!
give some cheer!
yeah~~

dude!
X'Mas have to work
haiz~
i DUN WAN!!!
but have to
the supervisor very stubborn
i told he i dun wan
but he still force

but my jiejie (samantha)
sibeh geng
she bravely didnt write her name inside the book
(where i already write)
so
tomorrow (4pm till 12am-working with sigh-ness  )
celebrate Christmas with Renaissance's staff ba~
im not christian or wat~
im BUDDHIST!
wakakaka

d*** tired
after working at masjid tanah
then
next morning (monday) 
i mean early in the morning..5.30 AM wake up
WORK ARR!! at

Renaissance Melaka Hotel, Malaysia

there very relax when working compared to 

HOLIDAY INN

not too strict 

relax~

BUT THERE NOT ENOUGH STAFF SO VERY BUSY

tHeSE days very very busy earning MONEY

HAHA~

W0rk

work work work!!!




going to masjid tanah work 
hihi
stay there
erm~
duno whose house is dat
but my cousin will arrange
haha~
i hope hotel lorh~
hahahaha~


haiz~
actually want attend to a Christmas party
but
WORK!


MSAJID TANAH~
HERE I COME
HAHA 

ELECOLDXHOT!!

gosh~
this year Astro Wah Lai Toi - BattleGround 2009 
was TOTALLY AWESOME!!!
I MEAN D***
AWESOME!!!


ELECOLDXHOT
are my FAVORITE GROUP EVER


VERY VERY VERY VERY NICE RUTIN!!!!
I REALI LIKE IT!!!
(SO EMO ~)
HAHAHA~
 

MELAKA AIRPORT

today 
VAD (voluntary aid detachment) duty
at Batu Berendam Airport, Malacca
WOW!
Amazing!
dats was a some new experience!!
they(airport) are rehearsing 
how to overcome when there are fire burning, air crush , or so on
js and winnie and some of other bsm (10 person) 
be victim 
they had make-up
lots lots of blood everywhere
wow!
SAT!
then me and ms be 1st aider
haiz~
really a long process to overcome
reali reali sat!
bomba , police , ambulance 
everywher
their car sirens were on 
reali loud siot!
but SAKI!!
HAHA 


reali tired
but gain ANOTHER new experience
that's worth it ALL!!
muahahaha~

if i've given a really last chance

Today
while waiting uncle (licence) fetch me bek
i was thinking
and thinking ~
i realize and think it with my brain
maturely (when i think bout it im vey serious hor,no childish!)
did u ever thought dat sometime ur life is/was a failure?? not failure la 
sort of stupid lidat
I DO!!! (dis year only = =)
why?
Haiz~
i never appreciate something that always treasure me
(even i did think not---n0t care as long as i care)
even people around me!
wth~
i should learn to take care both "parti" 


anyhow 
its to0o0000oo late to regret for wat had happen
in the past and now and maybe future...
future?
if i get the chance to change this fate for our future( me)
i will fulfill for what is has to take 
i should not sitting fooling around 
and
waiting for the sky falling down
it wont happen exactly what i wanted
(such a drama izit?? i noe..hahaha)


huh???
what and why the h*** am i talking bout???


hahahahaha~
mcc d~
(mong cha cha)


fuhh~
shuld i take a move ?
or juz wait the sky falling down..(it wont happen in reality)
hahaha~
perhaps..
to prove dat everybody still concern-ing ..

i have given my answer

hmm~
we wonder why~~
----------------------


(13.12.2009)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC!!


-------------------


evening bout 2pm
my aunt and her son Brian n Nelson went to Jusco
me too
she bought 4 me school uniform and school shoes
nearly rm100
omg~
then
we had our lunch in SUSHI KING



hahaha~
total we ate almost rm300
for only 3 person 
my aunt
she on diet
haha~


after dat 
brian n me went to MBO
watch storm warriors  AGAIN! 
n
the princess and the frog

 


very enjoy my holiday siot!


after dat 
went to celebrate my little brother birthday
eat PIZZA HUT!
HUSH~


very enjoy
REALI very enjoy

hhh~
tired..
juz bek from ndc campfire
st. john 
46th anniversary ..
only me and jane attend 
hhh~
damn bored
and os0 nick and sie koon
they oso join under tt bsm
os0 bored la 


but i enjoy dancing
cai yin and me very 'tian' 
very HIGH
hahaha
have fun when dancing only

oh gosh~
11am wake up
rush to dp
watch movie 
piang eh!!
very rush lorh
11.50 show 
storm warrior



i like him!


nice show!!
very cool!!
SAT!!


only 3 of us watch
TRIO
me,chie hwei and nick
haha
ee jane put aeroplane!
ishh~
.
..
!
after dat
they teman me buy christmas gift 4 my 'ji mui'(ms)
earring ~
nice!!
kawaii
after bought me and nick headed to jonker
go calathe art cafe
wan c ms 
long time no c d
haha
when i reach
winnie 
one of calanthe staff said that she had a terrible accident
im SHOCK!!
haiz~
then i ask her wat happen
she told me everything
her left hand n leg injured
luckily her face didnt get any scar
hhh~~~
get well o~


after had our meal 
we go jalan2
almost all shop we've enter
haha
we even go temple
go 'bai bai'
NAMO AMITABHA
MAY
GOD BLESS US AND ALL PPL IN THIS EARTH
include raper,thieves, and so on
hahaha~

changing~

going 17 (2010) 'guys' dun surprise seeing new me i've changed

ya,..perhaps..

im childish

i DO admit

but

childish is the way i express my feelings towards everybody

many ppl told me

that im childish

okay~

that wasn't that bad isn't it ?

hahaha maybe lol

hahaha

finding new job``~
very bored working there jor~


frustrating when more than 1 supervisor
give orders
same orders
but different ways
what the heck! 
whatever la
but some of the workers were very nice to me
haha~
most of them are guys i suppose
well..
however 
i wanted to find other job to search new experience    
AND 
I NEED MONEY too!!!!


need it to buy new cloths
hihi

i dunno what's going on with her
happen so sudden
she denied everything
so~
so be it!


if she has decided to do that 
so~
so be it!


nothing to say


this year my life
my style
my patner
my bizarre stylish 
HAS CHANGED!
dude
haha
some of my changes were good la
but to other ppl not so good
haha


so meaningless 
wat the 'heck'
^^

Happy Birthday 

Chie Hwei!!!

haha

today early in the morning 

go dp 

eat breakfast at mcd

then

11 lidat 

go dream box ~

sang for 3 hours siot

haha~

then

watch movie ~

2012

century of the movie

nice hor~

then

go celebrate laogong birthday at 

CLASSIC KOPITIAM

very enjoy

all of us had fun 

hapi hapi hapi

^.^

very tired but worth it~

4 days d~
haiz~
kinda..
hhh~
very confuse


want to start all over again
tough 
very tough


have to ==!

2molo working
haiz~
tired jor
lack of money 
no choice




wednesday goin to celebrate laogong  (chie hwei) birthday
hehe
hope u enjoy and have fun

every person dat noe our things

will say that  'he' so kelian 

then.. did u ppl think over my side

have u think my feelings too??

did u understand wat im going through??

u have no idea

so..

u should know wats goin on 

b4 u crap bout nonsense   

did u ever think that i've my reasons?

what will happen to us after/before i accept u?

i think u did not realise 

u must understand y i'm doing this

next year going 17th already

must be mature 

MATURE must provided in my life style 

so that everything I've done is perfect

hope u understood wat im trying to do

SORRY and good luck in everything u do

haiz~

felt lazy to study maths

calculation not my favorite

not my style

not my  bla bla bla

ish~

very complicated

it is not easier than u think

^^(1+1=2)^^

not wor~

 dun dream dat kind of question gonna come out in paper

haha..

idiot

bored,..

u sleep d,ms?

very sian ler

i felt lazy to do revision d

wan zzzzzZzz

hihi^^

good nite o 6.6

confirm fail!

haha~

watever

giving up on this subject

im so weak izit?so easy give up..

include everything around me..

after exam nid to make decision..

a decision dat change our life style

i dunno

DUNNO

plz..

dun make me stuck with all this problem

very tired 

who can teach me add maths???


reali reali damn tough a~


actually is easy la
juz nid to memorize all the formulas 
but i suck in dat
MEMORIZE song lyric can la
formula? -.-lil
plz larh..
i only noe the general form equation
haha
bad huh
so~
i already give up in dis subject


haiz~
but i wan to pass for ONCE in 2009
omg~
2009!!!


haha 
stupid!

haiz

nexy week add maths exam argh!!

sure fail again 

every time  

FAIL

FAIL

FAIL

let me pass one time oso cannot

haha

i dunno how to do actually

very tough ler

duno y they can get A1

today 3.30am 

mom take her flight to VIETNAM liao

HHH~

started to miss her d

even thought she alwiz nagged me all the time

miss her calling me

''XIAO ZHA BO!!''  

(in hokkien)

haha~

dunno wat will she bought to us as souvenir

dad-cigarette made in VIETNAM?

eugene-sexy hot lady? yer~ 

(vietnam ler.. got meh??)

haha..

irene-barbie doll?

(11 d,plz la mom dun buy dat..u shuld buy real doll)^^ 

eric-sweets?

(malacca got gula melaka so vietnam ler-gula vietnam?)

en..ya ya ya

how bout ME??

erm...

i should write a list for my mom b4 she go ther

haiz~

too late le

nvm

can sms or call 

haha...

have fun ya

go enjoy

no need worried bout us

leave everything to me

dad,bro,sis n little bro

i can take care them

????

i even cant take care myself ler

how to take k them o

haha

joke la mom

faster come bek

miss u~ ^^

exam  ~

worst day ever

but 

the day I've been waiting for

no matter what result im getting 

it doesn't matter

as long as i tried my best and the best hihi^^

tomorrow bio paper 

i still can waste my time writing these ''nonsense'' thing

haha

idiot huh

nvm la

sincere to my blog

(end of year 2009 )

worst year ever had

very cruel life

very moody

very xian

very tired 

very idiot

flash back all the memories hang together

happy singled life

noisy group

childish

now everybody had grown up all the sudden 

i felt that i must too

no more playing like baby

foolish

ya..

i noe

im not as smart as u all

y all the sudden think complicated stuff until effect us

maybe has grown up

ya

dats the reason

tired too huh

okay~

acceptable?

dunno..

do u wan back the friendship?

i noe 

u will say "bu xi han"

but 

me..

i will

i noe 

will say me very jia

but 

dats the truth

i reali wanted 

exhausted with it

leave here if not satisfied what i've written here