decisions

orang kata jangan tepuk sebelah jer..kenalah dua-dua sekali

= =

im invisible i think

you thought dat early month i was with you?nope u r not..

if we r,..u shouldn't forget my birthday 

wat the heck owh?

anyway my birthday dis year was very SUCK!!! fuXk u la 

make my life miserable no no no...ruin my life 

[secondary life nia...]

luckily my family were there for me..celebrating with me,

ya..FAMILY COMES FIRST,

i learnt it ,

u said feb we started ,

= =

no no no..u misunderstood ,

in fact where's ur responsibility as my ....??

yewww~ wake up la....,

i mean wake up la ivy koh suet li

you doesn't deserve for him

ppl said dat to me hundreds of times

but...what the heck? 

this was my choice

yea...

u ask me regret?

i said no la

but..awhile later[ couple of seconds]

i hesitate and kinda doubt that question..

shit la...

there's plenty of time yet..,

we no yet discover this world yet..

we dont' know wat will happen 

maybe we will meet a person more suitable for us..

we have no idea

i wont say that word...

i swear

i don't want to be bad gal anymore..

what the heck? so generous sial,,,

muahahaha...

u say wait 2 more years i will know..

= = excuse me..are all these i have to noe couple of years later?

shouldn't that i shuld know when im getting to you??

hahahahahah im way speechless now

you shuld no...haiz..really speechless

one of my classmate judge me that i like youngster..

= = am i? 

i think i make a harsh and stupid decision when im 15

i shuld have ask more n more 1st..

3 words to describe all these.....

CHILDISH and IMMATURED

wat the heck??

hahahahakakakahaahkahkahkaha

when i flashback............

shit me @@ what had i done ??

aiyoyoyoyoyoyo

really damn childish la

sial betul

there's a real mate but......wth?

''the road not taken''

there's a diverged road in front of me..n i take the less travelled

apa macam ni?

cannot blame me la..cause someone psycho me that time

= = i didnt blame her.....coz u change my life

i mean one of my path living

kkakakakaka

conclusion,....

stick to what you're own 

that's it

and one more

i wont say that word 

when u speak up,..i will respect

i wont argue asking y n y n y

coz that's ur decision

i cant do anything

^^ wow..im growing sial..

need to be independent d..no more high school..

yea....! 

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